I’ll soon be coming up on my fifth anniversary of writing for kids. It was December of 2012, when I first decided this librarian had things to say in books. My first manuscript, which took me a few months to write was a nonfiction biography for kids about a little known inventor. I wanted to get his story out there in the world for kids.
Without an agent, I sent it out to about 5 publishers and played the waiting game. In the meantime, I wrote a narrative nonfiction book that took me a few months and got better at my craft. About 8 months later I received a request for the first bio from a great publisher. They loved the idea, but had a lot of changes for me to make. Would I be interested they inquired? Of course, I was excited and so new to the process. Over the next year and a half I worked with an editor who championed my book and made multiple changes. Ultimately, it was rejected. I was upset, but it helped me to develop the thick skin writers need for the many rejections we receive with and without feedback.
In the next year, I wrote a fiction manuscript with a diverse character. This too was requested, by a Jewish publisher, and had two rewrites, before a pass. Subsequently a similar idea came to fruition by another author that was published by same publisher, but hey great minds think alike! And I’ve learned there are not that many new ideas in the kidlit world of sharks, dinosaurs, monsters and princesses.
So my writing was going places and I was learning the craft and the game. I took a few online webinars and went to a big conference. I have had my writing critiqued by other writers and editors. I signed with an agent about two years ago who believed in my writing.
Through friends and contacts, I got my first stories published by Amazon Education last year. Four e-stories in a format I never thought I would be comfortable writing in: mostly dialogue and little narrative; mostly chats between characters for the reading app Amazon Rapids. An editor who believed in me and bought four stories in a few months.
I am playing the waiting game as writers all do. Ironically, my inventor bio is being read again by the same publisher from four years ago!!! Talk about coming full circle. In the years between it was read by multiple publishers who had good things to say about it, that helped me to revise it and make it stronger. My agent helped with crafting better dialog between characters, which is the weak point of my writing. I also have a fiction manuscript about a cat who can write, out to some great publishers as well.
Now I’m working on a humorous fractured fairy-tale, so removed from the research I usually begin doing for a nonfiction manuscript. I am enjoying the process so much more, as I am writing what I think may be what I should focus on; creative fiction. All the rejections have just make my writing stronger and tighter than it ever was. I have helped some of my kid lit friends with editing their work as well, as I have become a sharper writer.
Did I think I would publish a book quickly? Honestly, yes. I have always believed in my stories. Did I think I would still be revising manuscripts from four years ago today? Not in my wildest dreams. But, I have come further than I thought and have learned that rejection doesn’t always equal failure, but discovery.